
Cross Roads:You have arrived at a very important juncture. You and I
have traveled a long roads journey which often times been put in
place and a form of "Denial" when this has been so wide and so deep
that we couldn't face it own truths deep with in self. We have to
take a very long deep pentrating truths to open up that kind of door
and be looking within one self at that very moment in time. When we
see that truth whats in front of ones own heart at that very moment
to accept as it stands at the door of our heart and step into it
right away. If we don't our own life will continue to slip away
further into that deep dark hole and going on down to where we can't
even see No light of God it just fades away till it's right there
staring at us once again then what it does is to see where we self
will do at that moment once again. If self will surrender to it and
come unto Jesus Christ and be totally honest with "Self" and go
through it by confessing and sharing with Him of our own wrong
doings as being humbled enough to allow to make those very strong
needed changes that often time are huge in us for we ourselves will
be able to make admends to those whom have hurt us and have caused
harm to someone else and that means to self as well. WOW! What a
journey we have taken which at times seemed to be very impossible
for us to take nor could we have grown without this taking place
with in our own heart. Don't let it decieve us at any time ! If you
think you are standing strong, be careful, for you, too, may fall
into the same sin. (1Cor.10:12 N.L.T) We then reserve a daily time
with God for self -examination, Bible reading, and prayer in order
to know God and His will for My life and to be gaining His power to
be absolutely follow His will in our lives today. And by doing that
we would be right and on the right paths in ones life or otherwise
we would never have made it without Jesus Christ much less having
His own power to carry us through in reaching more aggressively in
Him than without Him. When we first of had come unto Jesus Christ
and have had made it thus far only because we HAVE given "Self" to
Jesus Christ in ones life.And so, dear brothers and sisters,[a] I
plead with you to give your bodies to God. Let them be a living and
holy sacrifice--the kind he will accept. When you think of what he
has done for you, is this too much to ask? (Rom.12:1N.L.T). This is
a "Decision that each of us has made unto Him at that very moment.
Because without it we would be in full throttle of ones own sanity!
So we know right then that his verse is standing at that very moment
of which we want to do inside of self and which way will determine
our lives. Here is a verse that would guide us all. For God is
working in you, giving you the desire to obey him and the power to
do what pleases him.(Phi.2:13 N.L.T) RIGHT THEN WE find self at
a "Crossroad" ! Which one will self take is a question that we must
ask self at those very moments in time. I would think that a person
would want to fordge ahead and looking back of which we had and then
sense those things that had taken us down forasmuch to be wanting to
move ahead in ones own life and not repeat those things of what we
know to be very true about self. Think about all of those actions we
had done and go beyond it slowly as we may want to move on ahead of
what we've had been doing in those things in us being in control of
what we will No longer do as we move forward in Jesus Christ. This
is the fractions that cripples us in trying to accomplish certain
things in him.We know that "Ignorance, power, pride had become a
very deadly mixture to one self, it totally creats a false pride
that runs rampant in self and we fall within those destruction the
scriptures shares this vital information as we will see Pride ends
in humiliation, while humility brings honor. (Prov.29:23N.L.T.)
Pride, Only If's, Escape, Resentment, Loneliness, Emptyness,
Selfishness, Serparation is what we have seen if we look at it with
an honest heart. We worry about all or certain things that just
don't do any good whatsoever. Or we worry about issues that never
happens ! All this is unto us is "Fears" when we do them then we are
not ever trusting Jesus Christ at all! When that happens then begin
to repeat this:"God, grant me the serenityto accept the things I
cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,and the wisdom to know the
difference.
Living one day at a time,enjoying one moment at a time;accepting
hardship as a pathway to peace;taking, as Jesus did, this sinful
world as it is;not as I would have it;trusting that You will make
all things righti f I surrender to your will;so that I may be
reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with You forever
in the next" AMEN.- Reinhold Niebuhr -For God has expressed this
scripture unto us about being "Anxious" "So don't worry about
tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble
is enough for today.(Matt.6:34 N.L.T.) We know to only follow Him
just on a daily basis by living one day at a time! Because He will
take care of us all. By us as God's children we don't have to hide
from our hurts, hang-ups, or getting back with very unhealthy people
in those kinds of relationship, by abusing self in drugs, alcohol,
or abusive people at all. By those ways of escapng it really totally
drains our very lives and it's never a true escape plan or route for
us to follow at all. God's only light is this: "For the light is
capable of showing up everything for what it really is. It is
possible for the light to turn the thing it shines upon into light
also"(Eph.5:13,14 -Phillips). We don't want to repeat this in us or
it will contiue to grow and fester in us and that's not Jesus Christ
way that He (Himself) wants for us at all!Being at a place in our
very own lives which don't ever gives anyone permision to stop and
be resting on all of those past issues in our lives and those past
accomplishments either. We ought to be praising Him in worship for
many victories that has been won in our battles in ones true
devotions. And continue in a brand new way of living. First of just
as a great reminder to self is : 1. The What( Continue to look at
self) 2. Where we wrong? 3. The what again ( Promptly admit) all of
those things. TAKE that very necessary steps do daily inventory
self, Evaluate ( good & bad), Need to admit them all (promptly).
Another thing is this: 1. What did I do today? 2. In what areas di I
just blow it today? 3. Did I do or say anything that hurt anyone
today? 4. Do I owe anyone amends? 5. What did I learn from my
actions today? When I do this on a daily basis I then reflect on my
day to see if I harmed someone, acted or reacted out in fear or
selfishness, or have went out of my way to show someone some
kindness. It's being "Balanced" in someones way in living those ways
that God has for us all to follow daily. Then we will know that what
we had done is those right things of living in God. "WARNING" If we
don't and are not careful, we can slowly slip back to those ole'
dark habits, hurts, hang-ups, and that very grinding dysfunctional
issues in our life. We need to be doing this on a daily basis,
regular, on-going inventories of self. This is called: "Evalute"
Often times we just don't want to do it at all, but when we do it
then we find self to admit and make mistakes. ' Would you rather be
right or well" If we say we have no sin, we are only fooling
ourselves and refusing to accept the truth. But if we confess our
sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us
from every wrong.If we claim we have not sinned, we are calling God
a liar and showing that his word has no place in our hearts.
(1John1:8-10 N.L.T.) For God just has said that we all have sinned
in that verse but the great thing is that He's already
have "Forgiven" us of them. If we don't then what we have done is
this" called" him a liar. For he has washed them all away in the
first place that had been cleansed away and out of us in our lives.
This is when that light bulb moment has come to light inside of
self. Once we see it then we have now come to a [Choice] and then we
just cannot ignore it ! For a time I had been just like that I was
at that very same "Crossroads" Either I followed Jesus Christ in my
life or for Me to completely turn and head straight back in that
ugly life of what I didn't want No More. I had to make that choice
of what I wanted for me or for Me to simply turn it back to where I
had come from which really wasn't a life of what I had just heard of
Jesus Christ and all of those promises that can only be attained by
him in me. I didn't want to miss my own mark in my own life at all
nor did I want to be continue in that awful ways of life that I can
see right then laying in front of me at that very moment. I handn't
known what steps to take in growing in the Lord at all but I had
been desperate enough to continue on in him. Jesus Christ shares
with me in this verse" This is how I want You to conduct yourself in
these matters. If You enter your place of worship and, about to make
an offering, you suddenly remember a grudge a friend has against
You, abandon your offering, leave immediately, go to this friend and
make things right. Then, and only then, come back and work things
out with God". I had then to keep track of all of my good behaviors
and bad ones in my own journal. So I could see all of those good and
bad behaviors in being an overcomer and then being very "Thankful"
for it and seeing progress in my day so that I wouldn't be
constantly making admends to my fellow human beings. That was the
greatest news to me and I do this in my life in the Lord Jesus
Christ from time to time today. It's not so much an overbearing
thing as it once was to me as it was when I had first started. I say
to Jesus Christ.... Thank You ever so much! My own life is very
valuable to me and to other human beings of which I'm around in my
daily life which down right makes it easier to attain through Jesus
Christ which is living inside of me today and a worth living that's
the best it has ever been. It's been a freedom deep inside of me!
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ACCOUNTABILITY: God will judge our work: (2 Ch.19:5-10). Sin has Consequences (Ezek.18:20). God will hold us accountable for our sins (Ezek.18:30). We are accountable for every word we speak (Matt.12:36). Confronting others with their sins should be done in private (Matt.18:15). We should hold each other accountable (Lk.17:3). We are accountable for what we believe (Jhn.3:18). God holds Christians accountable (Ro.14:11,12). God will reward Christians for their good deeds ( 1 Cor.3:8). God will examine our actions (2 Cor.5:10). The Bible: Jesus Christ is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18). The Bible is our Authority (2 Tim. 3:16). Attitudes: Bad Attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7). Bad Attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4). Always Trust God for Your Life (Prov.29:25). Choose A Postive Attitude ( Hab.3:17-19). God will Reward the Meek (Matt.5:5). God gives Christians a New Attitude ( Phil.1:20-25). We should imitate Jesus Christ'Attitude (Phil.2:5). Christians should Always Rejoice (Phil.4:4). Never be anxious (Phil.4:6,7). The Blood: Jesus Christ's Blood seals God's Relationship with His people (Matt.26:28). Jesus Christ's Blood allows us to have access to God (Ro.5:8,9). Christians are Redeemed by Jesus Christ' Blood (Eph.1:5-7). The Blood is Required for forgivness (Heb.9:22).